Tough Times…

I know i’m not the smartest girl in the world..
Nor the smartest in the family…
You treat me differently, in a good and bad way
You treat me like a princess… like some little brat
You act as if im the sickest person in the world.
Yea.. so i have alot of health problems… I won’t be able to get a 4.0, you had such huge dreams for me.
…I know you love me but… the things you do for me… the way you treat me…

You make my brothers do all the hardwork while I just sit by and watch them.
Do you know frustrating it is… when I… their nuna can’t help them?
And when I do something, you yell at me.
You don’t let me do anything on my own…
DO YOU KNOW HOW FRUSTRATING IT IS?! THE FIRST THING I HEAR IS WHEN I WAKE UP, IS YOU YELLING AT ME! YOU COMPLAIN HOW I DON’T HELP! HOW YOUR LIFE IS MISERABLE! YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, YOU BROUGHT THIS UNTO YOURSELF!!

I tell myself to be strong…
That I’m not the only one who goes through hard times…
There were times when I got jealous of other people, cause I thought their life was so perfect.
Yea… some lives are harder than others but
“I often wonder if life is easier for other people or they’re just better at hiding it.”

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