Winter?

It’s springtime.
It’s so beautiful out these days.
Today definately was with all the clouds in the sky today.
I hear birds all around me and I see baby gophers in my backyard.
Awsome, right?

But.. why does it still feel cold to me?
I still get the shivers and the chills.
I feel fright going down my spine..
My feelings tingling..

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I feel alone.. I know I’m not.
What is wrong with me?
I just choose not to make certain decisions.
I ignore them.. I know I shouldn’t..

Being Erased.

Erase by Chris Brown. Enough said.