A Dedication.

I felt so lonely… as if no one was on my side. So here’s your typical story that everyone goes through. Depression, loss, failure… etc.
It’s like being caught in a storm, physically and mentally. Thunders roaring, tornadoes destroying, eathquakes shaking, hurricanes drowning…

I’m not saying that I hate life or want to kill myself. It’s just that I wish life was easier. Who dosen’t want this? It hurts  me to say this, but I felt like I had no true friends. I know it’s not true, but I could never be myself around everyone. I was being someone else. When I showed some people my true self, they started to dislike me… started to push me away.

But hey, its the summer time. Ever since the second game for Korea in the world cup, I’ve been hanging out with the same people, especially these two from church. It has been amazing for me. Going to the pool with Jamie, bowling with the group, eating at David’s cafe, no rae bang, SPLICE… They are memories I will never forget. I love the times when they smile; I can’t help but smile. I’m so thankful for them and whatever I do cannot show that. They both love God and continue to guide me along that path. I know that I can go to them whenver I have a problem, and they will give me christian advice. First of all, Jamie. She is gorgeous inside and out. She’s always been there for me and will continue to be. I’m so glad that over the course of 2 weeks, we have been getting much closer. She’s my unnie and my grandma. She might as well be my mom. Second, there’s David. We’ve known each other for a couple of months, but never really got the chance to hangout or talk. Everytime I hang out with him, I feel as if we’re getting closer. He’s really kind and caring and omg… he’s funny. Watching him and Woosung play is hilarious. I seriously am thankful for the both of you. My unnie and oppa. I have so much more to say about them… but… I should probably stop here. I hope everyone gets lucky as me and become friends with people like Jamie unnie and David oppa.

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